Do you ever feel living like a zombie? You’re doing things but you’re feeling nothing? Just moving like a helpless programmed robot?
Ask me.
I know exactly how it feels like.
Been living such life in the last few months.
Always wake up in the morning, perform almost the exact same things every day. The sun rises and sets without me even realizing it.
On weekdays living like a zombie, on weekends living like…uh well, half a zombie. Could breath for a while, could rinse my eyes from distressingly fluttering letters for an hour or two.
Basically, my life has been ruthlessly taken away.
Feels like my soul has been pulled out and what’s left is just an empty nutshell.
Yea, yea, okay, I’m exaggerating…but it indeed feels horrible.
Whatta misery.
When I was asked if I was ready to live such life, I never thought it would be this despicable. But yeah, it was my choice anyway.
I have to finish what I’ve started.
I never imagined doing a master could be this depressing.
P.S. maaf, cuma curhat =D
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